I am going to share with you my defining moment...
I was ready to go from the "saviour/rescuer because I'm a victim" mindset...
the thing I didn't realize that was holding me back was that I was seeking approval and recognition from the outside and I know attracting what you want won't work with beliefs like that still running the show.... I had to quit seeking approval from the outside world, and begin to accept what my inner self was asking me to hear and do so I could begin approving of myself and fully embrace my my purpose and step out front and help other women to do the same!
When we are natural helpers "healer" to others, there's a fine line between serving out of need for approval and coming from heart centered service. Sure we enjoy assisting others and it feels good to know what they need to heal, create or release in order to be fully connected to their higher power /self/source/god/universe how ever you connect... it all has many names... but until they decide to heal and do their own work!!! Nothing can help them, not you or no one. There's nothing more powerful in this universe than the power of choice in a moments notice done in pure intent. This is a frequency and it's a natural law of how we communicate our wants, and it's wxactly how they show up in our reality. So if you give stuff away for free, or always try to hold the chair for someone so that they can heal all you become is someone who's forcing it to "work" or happen... that's not our job. WOW put that shit on a T-shirt what a powerful realization and the same goes for our inner mindset work we have to use it in order for us to create a different reality. THIS IS GOLDEN!!!
So a huge defining moment for myself was how could I guide others authentically if I myself wasn't able to be real with myself and still stuck operating old run down programming and beliefs that showed up as deep fears of who am I to..., unworthiness, disempowered maybe it didn't work in the past... and so you stay in a victim state of mind. NOT GONNA WORK!! I had to get clear on what is holding me back and go to those uncomfortable places because that's where the energy leaks are my friends.
I hired mentors and from there I began the journey of moving toward myself and becoming my own best friend and doing what was good for me FIRST! l truly believe that the deepest and most sustainable form of healing takes place when we EMPOWER ourselves with Truth ~ Acceptance ~ Forgiveness ~ Experiences ~Moving Towards Our self Even When We Have Fear ~ Find The Gremlins ~ Search, Feel Within AND listen to the voice of our own unique truth then.... Step forward into inspired ACTION.
It was time to stand in my truth ~ my power ~ allow myself to thrive!
I invite you to stop being ‘Victim’ 'Martyr', 'Rescuer/ Saviour'.
and become EMPOWERED and have even the smallest bit of courage to create your own Destiny and the FREEDOM to live the life you know you are born to live.
Fear, old beliefs and outdated programmes running riot inside of the mind had kept me:
- Operating in survival mode & self-sabotage
- Always starting and stopping my business
- Isolated and feeling abandoned
- Attracting everything I didn’t want in life.
- Fearing failure. So not taking action to change. I didn't know how.
- Blocking creative expression.
- Confined by the negative ego mind.
- Earning less than I believed I deserved.
- Not asking for what I really wanted.
- Feeling unfulfilled in the work I was doing. Offering 1 off sessions burned me out.
- In debt and having an expensive hobby.
- In a repetitious cycle of unloving relationships that went nowhere but to leave me feeling extreme heartache and loneliness.
- Never asking for help. I "knew" what to do... = me staying staying in the same place for another 2 years!!!
- My clients not knowing how to find me.
- Being in disservice to my soul tribe by not stepping into my purpose.
I remember when the universe got my attention by having me break my leg casually walking down a trail while camping during summer a few years back. I had to slow down and evolve my being because I WAS NOT living in my authentic true nature. I had to stop my healing practice. I had to rely on the help from my family and learn to receive. I was being asked to reconnect my higher self and begin the process of radical self love and take my power back by commanding real and raw acceptance of myself, regardless of the past and all the pain I had experienced from emotional & mental abuse to sexual & physical abuse and believing that I deserved to have things happen to me. What an amazing growth I received.
Surrendering to the limiting beliefs and walk towards the fear of what was holding us back takes courage cause it can be scary as F@#*!!!! To face those deep parts of self with honesty to be real, show up and hold yourself responsible for your life. It can be terrifying but if you are ready for change & ready to no longer accept your life staying the same. Then get excited and book a free call with me and apply to this fast track program.